Hello!! Oh my
goodness another amazing week has come and gone.I just feel like timing
is just speeding by! Sometimes I just take a step back and think to
myself, "How did I ever get so blessed?". I feel like my heart will
explode it's just sooo full of love for all of these people. It's just
amazing. I love all of these people soo much! It is amazing to see the
Lord's work move forward and to see people's hearts changing. Nothing
has brought me greater joy in my life than my mission :) We get transfer
news this week and I REALLY REALLLYYYY don't want to get transferred!!
But of course I'll go where the Lord wants me to go. It has been really
cool though to see throughout my mission how the Lord has given me these
"project" areas. Almost every area I have gone to has had zero work and
no investigators, but with a lot of prayer and hard work the whole
thing just completely turns around! It's so amazing to see!!
So let's start at the beginning: Monday. We had a zone activity
involving launching eggs. It was SUPER hot outside so we basically just
ended up cooking eggs out on the parking lot haha the things
missionaries do for fun :) Monday night was a really hard night.
Probably one of the hardest nights I have had on my mission. I just felt
discouraged and that it was my fault that the work wasn't progressing.
That's an easy trap that satan can use on all of us to make us feel like
we aren't good enough. It's easy to give in and believe that if some
other missionary was there they would have more success. It was just
really hard, but I prayed and went to bed, and then I woke up and it was
a brand new day! You just have to pick yourself up when you feel down,
don't allow yourself to dwell on those sad thoughts- move forward.
So
Tuesday. Ah I loved Tuesday!! We had our first meeting with President
and Sister Jenkins!! I love them sooooo much!! President Jenkins was a
YSA stake President for 5 years so it was great talking with him and
getting some of his advice :) It was just amazing to see how that mantle
of leadership has been given to him. Also he kind of reminds me of
uncle Jeff! Yayy family! But so back to the meeting, at the beginning
one of the Elders gave a spiritual thought and the scripture he shared
truly was an answer to my prayer for comfort and direction for my area.
He shared D&C 112:10 aka my mission scripture! But then he went on
and read verse 11 which for some reason I don't remember ever reading!
Crazy because it's so good:
"I know thy heart, and have heard thy prayers concerning thy
brethren. Be not partial towards them in love above many others, but let
thy love be for them as for thyself; and let thy love abound unto all
who love my name".
Wow I love that scripture. And I love that the verse before it
tells us to first be humble and to trust in the Lord. I know that He
will do as the scripture says and will lead us by the hand and give us
answers to our prayers. We need to pray that we may be filled with this
love like it says in Moroni 7:41. Having that mind set just gave me so
much more hope. I know that the Lord knows my heart and my desires to do
good- as He does all of yours as well :) He will lead you by the hand
and give you answers to your prayers- I can promise you that!
Finishing our dinner at Organ Stop |
Two Georgia Peaches |
So Thursday: HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!! We had
district meeting and then VC. Holy cow the vc was DEAD. But it was nice
to be able to sit and meditate. The spirit in the vc is just so strong.
Being on temple grounds every day is just such a blessing!
So before I
move onto Friday I want to share a little something I learned in my
personal study this day. I was reading in Romans and thinking a lot
about faith. I was contemplating over the trials of this past transfer
and how interesting it is that it's so easy to be full of faith and hope
when things are going your way- when you can physically see the
evidences of the Lord. But what about when things aren't going your way?
What about when life gets hard and you feel like your prayers aren't
being answered or that your efforts are being wasted? Well in Romans 4
Paul is teaching the people about this exact principle. He teaches them
about Abraham and says starting in verse 18:
"18 Who against hope believed in ahope, that he might become the father of many bnations, according to that which was spoken, So shall thy cseed be.19 And being not weak in faith, he considered not his own body now dead, when he was about an hundred years aold, neither yet the deadness of Sara’s womb: 20 He astaggered not at the promise of God through unbelief; but was strong in faith, giving glory to God;21 And being fully persuaded that, what he had apromised, he was able also to perform.22 And
therefore it was imputed to him for righteousness.".
Think about
Abrahams trial of faith- that would be really hard to believe that the
Lord was really going to pull through for you- especially when it gets
down to the last minute, but I can promise you that as we "stagger not
at the promise of God", but are strong in the faith that we truly can
have that hope that everything will work out for our good. :)
Friday: Day of miracles. Again. Ok we met a lot of people on this
day but I only have time to tell you about one. Her name is Shelby. We
met Shelby when we were out with a member trying to contact former
investigators. Shelby happened to live at the address of one- isn't that
interesting how that works out... So we knocked on the door and
immediately Shelby was just so warm and friendly. She invited us in and
said she had lots of questions about our religion. We took some time to
answer some of her questions and found out that she was an atheist.
However, she said she was open and that she would like to believe there
is a God. We testified to her that God not only exists, but He is so
aware of us and is involved in all aspects of our lives. We testified to
her of the Book of Mormon and that as she comes to read this book and
prays about it that she will feel the love her Father in heaven has for
her. At the end she said an amazing closing prayer. In her prayer she
said that she had been lonely and discouraged, but since we had met with
her she now had hope. She said also that she believes that God is there
and that she wants to come to know Him better. I love this gospel. The
thing about it is that it's for everyone- it solves every concern,
answers every question, and calms every fear. All we have to do is tell
people about it! Oh my gosh family there were sooo many more miracles
this day that I wish I had time to tell you about, but we are going to
skip Saturday and move onto Sunday.
Me with my babies at the VC |